anxious from the topic & the adderall - 93feetofsmoke

Nowadays I wonder if you cared at all

I’m anxious from the topic and the Adderall

If I tell you that I’m sorry and it’s all my fault

Will you fuck me when it’s over and the pills wear off?

Lately I don’t want no new friends

Really I just wan' blow my head

Maybe it’s just drugs I’m missing

Really, I’m just numb to all this

Lately I don’t want no new friends

Really I just wan' blow my head

Maybe it’s just drugs I’m missing

Really, I’m just numb to all this

Outside, I look calm but in my head I’m fucked

Like why you think I always keep that bottle tucked?

They talk about my life as if they’re living it

Like we didn’t crawl through mud to get past where we’ve been

Nowadays I just am not sure

Still giving everything, still need more

Nowadays I just am not sure

I’m not sure, I’m not sure

Nowadays I just am not sure

Still giving everything, still need more

Nowadays I just am not sure

I’m not sure, I’m not sure

Nowadays I wonder if you cared at all

I’m anxious from the topic and the Adderall

If I tell you that I’m sorry and it’s all my fault

Will you fuck me when it’s over and the pills wear off?

Lately I don’t want no new friends

Really I just wan' blow my head

Maybe it’s just drugs I’m missing

Really, I’m just numb to all this

Lately I don’t want no new friends

Really I just wan' blow my head

Maybe it’s just drugs I’m missing

Really, I’m just numb to all this