you don't allow me - MADMANS ESPRIT

You don’t allow me this magnificent night sky

You don’t allow me this weightless tranquillity

You don’t allow me a will nor a hope

You don’t allow me the salvation

You don’t allow me the joy of existence

You don’t allow me to flee from this agony

And you don’t allow me to fill this emptiness

But no one allows me the death

We worship your name

Until these knees turn into ash

Every dawn with the rising sun

We hang your name around our neck

O Life

Follow the stream of bloods

At the end of a madness, I come back to my tragedy

Held by the skin but rejected to be

Like fever grows, I’m being captured by the one clear answer

My final resistance, my only salvation is the death

O Freedom, O Joy

O Proof of anti existence

Why don’t you smile for me?

My goddess of evil

After how many cries and nights will you take me to the truth?

Oh, my love

Now I realize your another name