Ways I Shouldn't Be - 7 Minutes In Heaven

It was the first day that the panic washed away

Along with the sunset, the weak ends were replaced

I put myself through a long year just to see who I became

And nothing will ever, no I’ll never be the same

I built my world on a landscape to invite the masquerade

Hoping I was a subject by design to make a change

I put myself at a distance just to see if you would stay

But if no one will listen then what difference does it make?

I need a little clarity;

can anybody out there hear me?

I’m searching for a place that’s in between where I’ve been and where I want to

be

I’m sick of living in this make-believe;

I don’t know how to shake this feeling

I can’t resist the weight of gravity, I’m caught up in ways I shouldn’t be

We’re all just fighting for something better than a sickness we can’t see

Did this life take me for granted cause I’m not sure what I need

We all want to get better — what is wrong with me?

We all want to get better — please don’t lose your faith in me