Cross My Heart - Sworn In

I wish nobody poked these holes

At the top of this goddamn jar

I never knew

I never knew

That you’re my least favorite part

I crossed my heart

You say you want it

I say you don’t

You say you want it but you won’t

There’s only needles

There’s no more eyes

You say you want it

But you only get so many tries

I’ve given you so many tries

Cross my heart

And hope to die

I’ll never understand

So I won’t try

It’s been a while since I let you breathe

It doesn’t matter how many times I’ve tried to make you leave

We’re the same and there’s nothing I can do

I accept this part

And I think I love it too

Cross my heart

And hope to die

I’ll never understand

So I won’t try

Bad luck

Bad luck

Bad luck

Bad luck

I won’t fight it

I won’t fight it

We’re fucking stuck

Stuck together here to stay

Do you know what it’s like?

To have the worst in you glorified

By fucks who only care

When you’re sad or if you cried

Positive reinforcement for feeling suicidal?

For wishing I was dead?

Why didn’t you ask if I was okay instead?